sometimes it's hard to ignore...
iTunes is spinning: snow patrol- "run".top 5 gives and takes of the day:
1. having acquired a new job, means i can now stay put in le toronto without the meems shipping me to the hk.
2. listening to really mellow songs but really loudly at 319am really puts you in a solemn mood.
3. rehashing memories of the past with people from the past and recollecting the past is
never a good thing.
4. if i could take it all back, i wouldn't change a thing...well maybe one.
5. the truth be told is that you can never really supress all the doubts. maybe i am meant to be alone.
i haven't made it to the wee am hours in a long time, although i seem to have made a habit of it in the last three days. maybe i'm just reminiscing the good ol' university days when i slept late and woke up early all while marching to the beat of my own boots. however, i really am going to miss sleeping in, even though my idea of sleeping in lately has been till 1030. but now i'll be at work from 830-530 monday to friday. ah, how the 900-500 days have changed. i'll let you know how i like my new and employed life soon enough. i'm sure it'll have it's glory moments (being financially independent, finally!) and it's basket cases (having to act my age and wear hot office clothes), wait did i mention that i get to dress up ini hot office clothes? you know how when you're five you play dress up and pretend you're all grown up...why do i still feel that way?
living la vida solo really does bring on it's lonely moments. like now, in case you reading this haven't sensed the gloominess lurking above my head yet. Eeyore's got nothing on me right now, except he's missing a tail, and well i don't have one so i guess that's one ahead for me. i've got samurai jack, only because his daddy ditched him for the sunny west coast of vancouver...heh. on most days, jack blows a fart bubble or two when i get up in the morning, now if only he could learn to make me breakfast in bed. i have hope, there is always more room for knowledge.
so, i'll leave you with my inspirational message of the day: head towards the blinking red light, it'll lead you to my window.
it's three three seven am: and it's just another morning.
official.
iTunes is spinning: ben lee- "float on."so it's official, i'm employed. work/training starts on tues. fun life is over, real people job career life begins.
i think i was the only one in canada that didn't realize thanksgiving is next weekend. that's what you get for not having close familiy members who celebrate thanksgiving close by. kristin, why did you have to abandon me for cold cold cold edmonton? did i mention it was cold? i think i might have to crash the greens thanksgiving dins for a little bit of homecookin' loving of turkey and pumpkin pie. i miss the greenies.
it's eight three one pm: and i miss the summer, for more reasons than one.
i tell it like it is.
iTunes is spinning: tegan and sara-"i know i know i know".from hundreds of miles yeah, you cry like a baby
you plead with me, shout, scream, tell me I'm staying
I know I know I know, I'm still your loveback from the last place that I wanted to fake you laugh with me, shout, scream now tell me you're staying
I know I know I know, you're still my lovethe same as I love you, you'll always love me too
this love isn't good unless it's me and you
box after box and you're still by my side
the weather is changing and breaking my stride
I know I know I know, it's just this day
house after house, just like car after car
you see club after club and it all seems so far
I know I know I know what else are we here for
the same as I love you, you'll always love me too
this love isn't good unless it's me and you
stick your hands inside of my pockets
keep them warm while I'm still here
tell them this love hasn't changed me, hasn't changed me at all
last night I was writing about you
I know my screaming and shouting won't keep you
I know I know I know, you're still my love
I wake up to the sound of you working
you're one room right over, stressing and loving me
I know I know I know, be still my love
the same as I love you, you'll always love me too
this love isn't good unless it's me and you
stick your hands inside of my pockets
keep them warm while I'm still here
tell them this love hasn't changed me, hasn't changed me at all
stick your heart inside of my chest
keep it warm here while we rest
tell them this love hasn't changed me, hasn't changed me at all
the same as I love you, you'll always love me too
this love isn't good unless it's me and you
the same as I love you, you'll always love me too
this love isn't good unless it's me and you
it's eight two four pm: and it's only a little less than three months.
