sometimes it's hard to ignore...
iTunes is spinning: snow patrol- "run".top 5 gives and takes of the day:
1. having acquired a new job, means i can now stay put in le toronto without the meems shipping me to the hk.
2. listening to really mellow songs but really loudly at 319am really puts you in a solemn mood.
3. rehashing memories of the past with people from the past and recollecting the past is never a good thing.
4. if i could take it all back, i wouldn't change a thing...well maybe one.
5. the truth be told is that you can never really supress all the doubts. maybe i am meant to be alone.
i haven't made it to the wee am hours in a long time, although i seem to have made a habit of it in the last three days. maybe i'm just reminiscing the good ol' university days when i slept late and woke up early all while marching to the beat of my own boots. however, i really am going to miss sleeping in, even though my idea of sleeping in lately has been till 1030. but now i'll be at work from 830-530 monday to friday. ah, how the 900-500 days have changed. i'll let you know how i like my new and employed life soon enough. i'm sure it'll have it's glory moments (being financially independent, finally!) and it's basket cases (having to act my age and wear hot office clothes), wait did i mention that i get to dress up ini hot office clothes? you know how when you're five you play dress up and pretend you're all grown up...why do i still feel that way?
living la vida solo really does bring on it's lonely moments. like now, in case you reading this haven't sensed the gloominess lurking above my head yet. Eeyore's got nothing on me right now, except he's missing a tail, and well i don't have one so i guess that's one ahead for me. i've got samurai jack, only because his daddy ditched him for the sunny west coast of vancouver...heh. on most days, jack blows a fart bubble or two when i get up in the morning, now if only he could learn to make me breakfast in bed. i have hope, there is always more room for knowledge.
so, i'll leave you with my inspirational message of the day: head towards the blinking red light, it'll lead you to my window.
it's three three seven am: and it's just another morning.
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