an infinite abyss.
iTunes is spinning: say anything ="every man has a molly"
hey, wanna hear something so uncharacteristically unlike me that it's sort of frightening. well. here it is, lean closer so no one else hears my secret... i actually have not been procrastinating for the past week. i KNOW! what happened. i don't know. well no, i do. it's school and work. but wierd thing is..... shhh don't tell anyone but it sort of kind of feels a little pleasurable to know that i'm getting work done ahead of time. that said. it's closing on three am right and i just finished our wonderful team jenn and diana website project. wow does it ever look plain and boring but it's done. no thanks to utm but biggyups to mr cale(s) -gram too! for trying to help me find a way to upload the goddamn thing somehwere since the utm server was so convieniently down tonight. bah. but either way the other way didn't work either. but in the end let's cross our fingers and toes for extra measures that when the morrow comes it'll be right again.
to recap my week in retrospect:
monday-thursday was the usual work school work combo.
friday-had a nice little outing at night downtown to get a book i desperately need for this ten pager essay that's due on wednesday (and no i haven't started this one ahead of time. . . i'mfuct.) and then ate din din at the cutest street in downtown toronto ever. baldwin. honestly, it's the perfect place for a dinner date. we ate at magaritas, a little mexican resty. the decor was so intimate it was nice. my food was good. brad's was meh. but my food was good. mmm. ahh baldwin never dissapoints me.
saturday-got my ass UP early to go do some print at sheridan, then it was off to work at good ol' hitachi. and then when nightfall came it was time for some scandal in scandinavia.... the girlies and i hit up failte's. it's a nice balance of 'fun' and something to do in the missass where fun goes to die. i might put some pictures up later whe ni'm feeling a little more awake since my lvoer died her hair DARK! but damn it looks good
sunday-here we are in the present i had a long day of work... and work and work and work.
it's three on the dot and i'm a true natural brunette with a dash of pow and a whole lotta punch. (fiesty.)
gone, you're gone.
iTunes is spinning: rachel yamagata -"worn me down"
i don't think i've come across a song in a really long while that describes my heart as close to the truth that hurts as
this.
it's three: thirty nine cheers to fun nights with my hot brunette roommates.
expired validation.
iTunes is spinning: Ben Folds (live) -"not the same" (you know the drill.)
this is one hundred random things about this girl:
one. ben folds live is rocking the tunes
two. you should pick me up for a whirl
three. snugglewhore
four. i've got the biggest baddest craving for some greasy chinese food
five. i'll love you forever if someone took me out for some greasy chinese food right now, and which i'll then proceed to stuff myself full and which i'll then be in need of a belly rub
six. i heart belly rubs
seven. a little itch to go shopping in buffalo again
eight. ......................one hundred is too old. but like jenny says to you... if you live to be a hundred i want to live to be a hundred minus one day so i never have to live without you. somedays like today i just want to take someone's hand and run through a field of pink and yellow flowers barefooted and the wind at our back and the sun shining on my face on your face on our faces. and maybe then i would care to lighten up a little more maybe i would care a little more maybe you would care a little more. a little more about that smile i stole from every child just so i could wear a smile on my face every day. and every day i wear a smile a smile i stole from a child just to wear a smile. i don't forget, sometimes i just get caught up in the bliss of it all. the ignorant bliss is the one i'm talking about. the one where daylight and mirrors reflects to blind your insight and your foresight but not so much your hindsight. and i don't feel the need to validate myself. the day. my life. the reason. no reason. so maybe if i cared more i would lighten up a bit. it feels a bit like a teenage wasteland where i'm in step with no one near by. you used to be so honest with me until the curtains gave me away to reveal that i was standing there all along in the dark. in the dark on the shore struggling for the shipwreck to mend itself. begging it to mend itself. to mend itself to show me an escape. and escape, my last chance to survice. the last escape. from what. i'm still alive. i'm still here. -- i'm taken.
nine. everyone should let loose a little and chill out more in your favourite pair of scandalous boyshorts
ten. i remember the first night, the tingles, the nervousness, the unfamiliarity, the thrill, the excitement, the unknown, the future, the past, the now, the way you felt pressed against my back you head snuggled into my neck, the courtesy, the gentleman, the feel of your hand hooking me close, the silent whispers, the stares that told all, the girl from across the way, the boy from the start and the
honesty of it all.
it's one: o one and my heart feels a little lighter, my head a little heavier and my stomach a little tighter.
the good kind of chicken noodle....
iTunes is spinning: Northstar -"For Members Only"
...comes in a box not a can, delivered by a cute guy in emo shoes.
j-uicy
e-lectocentric
n-arcisstic
n-obody's dream girl
i-nsomniac
f-eline
e-mo
r-ub, belly
l-oves to heart
o-range vitamic c's.
it's eleven: forty seven and i'm sitting here in my boyshorts and snuggling into my favourite soft blue boyfriend tshirt. mmm.
my broken heart, your swiss army knife.
iTunes is spinning: copeland -there cannot be a close second" (again highly recommended to click for goodness)
it's been a really nice day. it was a wee bit cold, but the sun was out and somehow i forgot all about the cold. i even dared to bare my legs and wore a mini skirt out. that's right it was a nice day. on this nice day out i popped on by to ikea to get the ever so lusted after light cord for which i ever so longed for to insert into my hot pink latern ball. now my room is a glow with this fuzzy pink goodness. i also picked up some star lights. festive. yet not. . .and i bought a stinky candle and other goodies. some people wonder why they're always broke. i, on the other hand, always
know why i'm broke.
i had all these random thoughts in my head all day that i wanted to write down... but somehow when i'm in front of my paper platform.. they've suddenly all gone alzeimers on me. but you know what i do enjoy a really good movie. i re watched garden state tonight courtesy of who shall remain anonymouse as we are committing what i believe is called infringment on the act agiant intellectual property... but i've done my part... i've gone to pay my hard earned money to watch the movie already. although i still think that everyone who is no one should definitely watch this movie. it's too good. it's so real, it's brilliant... that and i secretly have a crush on natalie portman.
so tell me something new. well mr dave psutka is in town and i hear we're going to go out and paint the town pink on thursday night. it's been a while since i hit the bottle, and now's a prime time as any. and for a little shameless dave promotion, do you know The Fortunes? i hear they're a damn good band. and hot too...well so far the current members are hot. they're not just a pretty face. they know how to rock it as well.
it's twelve: fifty two and i officially hate halo 2.
ten sexy things...
iTunes is spinning: Maximillion -"sexual healing"
ten_confidence
nine_the nook of an arm
eight_a strong back
seven_broken in jeans
six_acoustic
five_so fresh and so clean
four_pink thongs
three_extra kisses
two_belly rubs
one_spoon-age and snuggles
zero*eyes as clear as the mind......
it's four: o two and insomnia strikes again.
in love with a tall beanpole dark curly haired emo geek.
iTunes is spinning: Phantom Planet -"California"
need i say it. tonight was the night i've been waiting for way too long. i was like a girl waiting for her first pair of stilettoes, her first dabble with makeup, her first boyfs, her first kiss, her first prom, and of course... my dream man. *slurp. if you have NO idea what i'm talking about right now then get out. because clearly we're not friends. heh. to recap. i heart seth cohen madly.
so in search of more tidbits of the O.C. goodness, i came across a superb effort of a super O.C. website. in which i then came across episode guides!!! ack. here's a warning do not click
here if you want to stay in the dark, however it really doesn't give anything major away. in the meantime we've found out there are gonna be four new characters shaking things up in the O.C. this smells like trouble. so in light of this new found information here are the culprits:
and to furthermore obsess over my new life i live through with the o.c. (as well as partner in crime k.greenie) here are some mores eye goodies. (click to enlarge goodness)
1. the love of my life
2. the love of kristin's life.
3. the beautiful miss summer
4. as lovely as she may be... back off bitch, he's all mine.
until next thursday at eight pm.......
it's twelve: o four and i'm full of pizza and adam brody fantasies.
miles to go before i sleep...
iTunes is spinning: The Lawrence Arms - "porno and snuff films"
well here i am late at night up as usual and not wanting to sleep. i don't hate insomnia, i embrace it. i enjoy the late nights when all the rooms are dark and mine is the only one lit up. i'm leaving the light on so you'll find me when you comehome...
well i had somewhat of a very unproductive day. started with getting up from a warm snuggly bed to supposedly skipping my class today so i can go into work for training, but that didn't happen. so instead i was graced with a breakfast date and a really nice long nappy in once again an overly warm snuggly bed. then woke up once again to head back to school to supposedlly go into work at six instead.... of course that didn't happen again, ended up going shopping with krissy pooh and we picked up a bag of dor-i-tos bold bbq and sat down to enjoy wednesday night tee vee lineup extravangaza that is
8pm: America's Next Top Model
9pm: Gilmore Girls.
blissfully bliss. the joys of procrastination. i even procrastinated through having to take a shower. although now i am 'so fresh and so clean'.
well for all those who have not yet been informed tomorrow night is.... *drum roll. THE O.C. SEASON PREMIERE!!! man, i have waited FAR to long for this day to begin. once more, my hubs seth cohen and i will be reunited and we'll stroll down the newport beach hand in hand and with death cab rocking our ipods. *sigh. okay i've snapped out of reality and back into my 'other' life. damn, life here is boring in comparison.
hello hubby:
*slurp. yums. drools. ohh la la.
i really need to get a life. . . dot dot dot.
it's one: fifty four am and the night has just started!
you can't handle my infinite nature.
iTunes is spinning: Hot Rod Circuit -"Cool For One Night."
"but what does that even mean?"
so tonight mr cale and i went to see
i heart huckabees. it's definitely an existentialism movie and that's what you get for learning about philosophy. but it was overall a really good movie, a movie to add to the dvd collection when it comes out. oh. and hey. mark wahlberg always gets the girls...
in other cool movie news i really want to see
this movie. comes out december 29th, someone wait for me to come back to watch it! it stars mr topher grace and miss scarlet johansson. looks cute. it's romantic comedy, but looks like it's well done.
so tonight mr cale, mr gamalinda and i went to
the sev. mr cale managed to spend almost fifty dollars so what did he buy you say well he bought:
-one xbox magazine with halo 2 spoilers in a sealed sectoin
-one playboy magazine with brooke burke on the cover and nudie pics inside
-one vogue magazine for miss jenn to keep up with her fashion trends
-one three musketeers chocolate bar to satisfy my sweet tooth
-two big slurpees in special halo 2 slurpee cups
-and a whole bunch of bawls energizers
now that's what i call a feat unheard of spending more than chump change on a small slurpee. unless of course you were filling up as well, but then only some sevs have the gas station pump thing going on.
so lately or as of today, i'm officially addict.ed to vitamic C pills... i've taken two today and i want mores MORES MORES! brad says i have to wait to twelve so at least it'll be the 'next day' before i can have another one.
tick tick tick
it's eleven: fifty two and there's eight more minutes before i get another one of those yummy tangy chewable vitamic C pills! yums. can you take TOO many vitamic C pills? . . .
